josh
i love josh so much! everything about him makes my head spin..yea!!! jessi's in love! lol

meee!

Runnin' (Dying To Live)
Now Playing: this song...lol
[Chorus]
You know, I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing in sight
Why I am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die

[Notorious B.I.G.]
Check it, I grew up a fuckin screw up
Got introduced to the game, got a ounce and fuckin blew up
Choppin rocks overnight
The nigga Biggie Smalls tryin ta turn into the black Frank White
We had to grow dreads to change our description
Two cops is on the milk box missin
Show they toes you know they got stepped on
A fist full of bullets a chest full of Teflon
Run from the police picture that, nigga I'm too fat
I fuck around and catch a asthma attack
That's why I bust back, it don't phase me
When he drop, take his glock, and I'm Swayze
Summer break, my escape, sold the glock, bought some weight
Laid back, I got some money to make, motherfucker

[Chorus]

[2Pac]
And still I'm havin memories of high speeds, when the cops crashed
As I laugh pushin the gas when my glocks blast
We was young, and we was dumb but we had heart
In the dark when we survived through the bad parts
Many dreams is what I had, and many wishes
No hesitation in extermination of these snitches
And these bitches they still continue to per sue me
A couple of movies now the whole world tryin to screw me
even the cops tried to sue me
So what can I do but stay true, sippin 22's a brewin
now the medias tryin to test me got the press askin questions, tryin to stress me
misery is all I see, thats my mind's state
My history with the police is shakin' the crime rate
Ma main man had 2 stikes, slipped, got arrested and flipped
He screamed 'Thug Life!' and emptied the clip
gots tired of runnin from the motherfuckin police

[chorus]

It's Been A Loooooong Time!
Mood:  vegas lucky
Now Playing: Do This - Living Legends
Holy fuck it's been a really really long time since I wrote in here. Jus been busy I suppose...But I'm BAKK! werrrd. School's alright I got the dopest friends a girl could ask for there. I still miss the kids from graham. I was gonna go there to see them today at lunch..but I woke up too late. I really miss them...well I suppose I really miss Max the most. Jus coz he's so fine. lolz. Ummm Happy St. Patricks Day...yesterday. We got really crunked. lol I dont know what else to write right now coz I'm half asleep but I'll jus post sum pics.

Holy Fuck
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: nadddda
Shiiiiit alot has happened. I'll sum it up quick..coz I wanna watch the Jetsons. Well since I last wrote, my computer broke but I fixed it. I got pissed off at my cunty Vice principal and left my school. I go to Holy Cross now.

Fawcett I *heart* u
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: the television
Yet again, one of my friend's has been arrested for traffic-ing. All because of the fucking cunt of a Vice Principal at my school. Fuck I hate that woman soo much she is so evil. She thinks I'm dealing. haha no sorri bitch! i would smoke it all. Lol.
Fawcett I luv u babe and it'll be all good. What now, Chelton, Brad, Rory, Fawcett have all been busted. Fuck that makes me mad! oh well I got homework to do. Boo!
Here's one of my what the fuck pictures haha!

Napoleon
Mood:  d'oh
Man check it! Napoleon fucking Dynamite! haha woop woop!

Poem
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: The TV
I WISH TO BE YOUR WISH....

I wish to be your wish,
So I can fill your every desire,
For when I look at you,
My eyes, burn, like fire.

I give you a wish,
Make it last forever,
Lets both try this,
Let us be together.

A wish is for you,
A wish is for me,
A wish for us both,
A wish to my heart, for you are the key.

I used my wish,
I wished to be yours,
You have your wish,
Make me happy, my life no flaws.

A wish is yours,
A wish for free,
My only wish,
Is for yours to be me.

So come make your wish,
I'll make it come true,
All that I'm saying,
Is that I love you.

Bow Chicka Wow Wow!!! hahaha that's funni shit!

BOO!
Mood:  caffeinated
Woo Hoo! school time. FUCK THAT! lol

X
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: The used
I just finished watching American History X. and God damn! I could watch that movie every single day of my life and never get sick of it! Amazing. Some of the things in that movie really make you think. "Hate is baggage, Lifes too short to be pissed off all the time." So true. Many people don't see it that way but it is. What's the point in hating people. When you hate people you just make yourself in a grumpy mood. Just focus on the positive qualities in a person. Not the negative.
Well it's 11:50 and I really should be in bed right now. But I'm feeling too emo'd for bed. hahah emo'd. Coffee with Kelly was good. We were only there for like 45 mins coz we decided to come watch the movie. Seen Jen at coffee like I always do. Had a chat over a smoke. The usual. Me and that girl used to be good friends when we were younger and now we are 2 totally different people. Oh well times change. Talked to Andrew for about an hour today. Me and that kid always end up talking alot on the phone. I seen him like last fucking saturday. First time in like 2 years. I didn't even know that he was in Saskatoon till he emailed me and told me his number. Fuck Ya! Score for Jessi! lol. Man I'm an idiot. Well this kid is a really dope kid and I luv him. He's a good buddy. Fun to drink with. Also did I mention very cute. haha..Lotsa hotties. Started new classes in school today. Creative Writing, History 30, English 20, and Work ed. I have the same god damn teacher for 1 and 3, and work ed for 2 god damn hours! woo hoo! Yiiipppeee! I'm EXCITIED! hahaha NOT AT ALL! fuck do I ever hate school. I'm supposed to graduate this year but I'm not going to. Another year after this one. Boourns. Oh well what can you do when you live in a shoe? Move to a boot and get laid! hahahaha funni shit yo! I'm outtie or I'll never get up in the morning. Oh ya! Feb.18 got the house to myself for the weekend.
Peace!

(note to self: Andrew's 19th Birthday Feb.17)