Well fuckkkkk....
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: the clicking of the keyboard..
Well I haven't really felt like going to school lately...maybe because of the fact that I will be 18 soon and then ya I don't know...I can only fuck around for so long...so like another week or so to do whatever. I'm talking to Ian and he just said something that kinda made me sad a little.. Ya you're gonna leave me on my birthday if John comes around? ya like i fucking want him at my house. Leave thenn...fucking do it.. I'd stick with ya through anything even if it means being around you're dirty ex. LIKE FUCK.whatever i guess if you leave then you pretty much walk out of everything..and imma beat the fuck outta dez whether you like it or not!

Interesting...
Now Playing: ian talking lol
Well tonite was interesting...I'm not all pissed off rank...but I was in a pissy mood a little bit. I just fucking absolutly HATE it when people say that they are gonna call and they don't. Like honestly fuck if you're not gonna call...it's not a big deal just don't say that you are going to then. Fuck coz then if you say that you are gonna call for sure and I think that you are gonna call for sure and I stay at home waiting for your call. And waste my day...ya that's when I start to get a little pissed off. But whatever I guess can't do nothing about it now. I'm talking to you now so I guess that it's all good. I know that it's only been a couple days since I really spent time with you and that it's really not that big of a deal..But ever single time I'm with a guy and they start to kinda like not talk to me or anything I know that is when shit is gonna go bad. But I don't really think that shit is gonna go bad with you because you are amazing...Like more amazing than any guy that I have dated. You say that not seeing or really talking to me isn't intentional so I belive you. I'll belive you until you give me a reason not to belive you. Well tomorrow is our one month or in like 20 mins..it's like amazing for me coz none of my relationships really last past a month so if we get to 2 moths then I think that we're good. Not like I'm having doubts about us. I absolutly love being with you and I love you..I just hope that everything goes good between us....as of right now I think that it will..and I don't wanna fuck things up...I'll try my hardest....I promise..

Jessi has a boo boo...owwwwie
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Jesus of Suburbia - Green Day
I
have
thoughts
that just
won't leave
me
alone.

Notice how it looks like a cut in half tree?
I'm pretty clever!

jessi.l